Thursday, October 7, 2010

Just something I wrote yrs. ago...

I have nothing in mind to write about, so will share something I wrote yrs ago....No award winner, but where my mind was at the time....I have learned much, and grown greatly since then.....

                                                               Lost...........
                                                             By:BLTummons
                                                                  3/10/o6

Without warning you came into my world.. not accompanied by any sign of things to come. Through all my resistance, you managed to gain entry to my world and my heart..... to get so close to the me, who hides from the world, you were able to delve deep, into the layers, and find that one tiny ember of the desire to dare to hope and dream once more.You fanned and nursed it til it came to full flame again. and hope was reborn in my mind and heart. Then without any more warning than given when you entered, you left my world... curshing the flames again!
  As I wonder through the rubble of the crushed hopes, and shattered dreams, there is nothing to do, but to once again try to bury the embers. Hopefully, so very deep and throughly, that no spark can ever be resurrected and brought to flame again....for the pain and feeling of loss seems more than can be dealt at times..... yet deep in my soul and mind I know, without a shadow of doubt, that somehow, somewhere, it will be brought to light and history, will at least in part, replay once more.....I can only hope it will be far enough in the future to allow healing....to hope for the one who has left, is something I dare not do...........

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I Made It


Well, I have made it this far on trying to get something done here...hopefully I will get the hang of what I am doing and much more skill....Bear with me folks!!!